I feel drawn toward a firing squad,
To be the one saying forget the blindfold,
Yet I have nothing against which to be so bold.
An avalanche should be here any second,
To overwhelm, break every bone inside of me,
But I delay the melted ice to be free.
I need someone to run my race alongside,
And I already see the phantom I wish for.
A ghost who forgets my name, will I ever get more?
There must be something beyond this experiment.
Don't I already know the scientist?
Perhaps I'll never understand in this environment.
I learned the rules of chess perfectly,
Only now I've noticed it was always poker.
Gambling is draining, but with it, I find red ochre.
A sentry in the corner, noticing how people move
To the most important one, I wish I never knew
Because every time it's never me but you.
I keep making it all organized in the end.
Each number must mean something when it's penned.
Here, in the resolution, I'll let it go.
